Yes, he would keep going to see him, even though he hates seeing Cutter like that, because Connor couldn't *not* go, if that makes sense.

I do tend to think of them as 'my boys' now - which is easy to do as they're not a very regularly written pairing by anyone other than me!

I know what you mean, I sometimes feel the same about Connor/Ryan. To be fair, Connor/anyone is a fairly niche market, mainly populated by you, me, occasionally Fififolle, and if we include het as well, Alyse. Connor clearly needs more love (and also hot but probably confusing smut).

I keep thinking of writing more Nick/Connor, but after the couple of really dark non-con ones I did a few months back, I'm having trouble finding a new angle for the pairing.